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Freedom?

The gap between words and their internal meanings is worth observing and disassembling. If you aren't - someone is! A prime example of this is in the concept of Freedom, considered a good uncritically.  Of course, if you listen to the right people, this isn't so much the case. Nonetheless, I'll recite some of what I've heard and expand upon it. Freedom is considered a good because it is a contrast to the bad of a lack of freedom. Britain in "1984" is a less free place to be than Britain of 2022. Or was it the other way around?  Unrestricted freedom is a litmus test for a person's convictions, or lack thereof. Most find vices to re-enslave them. Some find virtues. This is because freedom is a transitory state, ending in enslavement to something else. The simple matter is that the lower parts of man know what they want, and they know how to get what they want. The higher parts need to be developed. Together, they make a far more pleasing union - but we only ...
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Symbology of Captain Forever

Captain forever is a top-down construction game set in space. You and your enemies are composed of a grid of "parts", some of which permit further interconnections, some of which are weapons, and some of which are imbalanced (either way). First, fundamental details. There are 11 tiers of parts. Each is objectively better than the last, but often heavier than the prior. Each is named with concurrent NATO phonetic alphabet symbols, from "A" to "K": Laser Tier 1 Alpha: Green Bravo: Yellow Charlie: Orange Laser Tier 2 Delta: Red Echo: Pink Foxtrot: Purple Laser Tier 3 Golf: Blue Hotel: Electric Blue India: Teal Laser Tier 4 Juliet: White Kilo: All of the above A major theme of the game is balance. The most straightforward analogy is in flying, to fly straight requires an equal distribution of parts on either  side of the core, and any deviation will incrementally or adversely affect your capabilities of flying. The most imbalanced ones (usually the result of h...
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The Conclusion! of NoFap

What? You can't just simply quit beatin' your meat?  What great complexity is in there? It's only stopping doing it.  Stop thinking the problem is much more than that. I began the process of quitting masturbation in 2018. As of 2022, I have confidence I have discovered the actual matters of importance in this situation. The reason was always one of escapism. Running from something... but from what? Psychological trauma. But the problem was, I couldn't conceive of a world where it existed, while it existed right under me. Absent humility, I distorted sources I read about the topic into things I thought "made sense", but turned them useless for addressing the problem in the process. Surely, my BIG BRAIN could SIMPLY FIGURE OUT what to do.  It did not; it knew what the problem "should be" but not what it was. It wanted a perfectly explanatory model, but turned to unreality in doing so. Pick three two: A practically useful model, a complete model, ...
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